WAW 20 years and wants out

[sandi2]

God......I hate for people to ask for help in how to do something and before they get it metabolize through the brain or wait for the one they actually asked to respond, they jump in an act before they are ready. Next time, please give it more than an hour.....or whatever it was, okay?

She came over to me and asked me if she could hug me?

Do you really know what that little hug meant? No, b/c you are feeling all warm & fuzzy over it.

first affection since I got back the States on 30 September.

See what I mean? And right now, she has you under "her" control and you don't even realize it.

good thing I didnt leave the note.

Why? Is it b/c it ended with the two of you hugging? That wasn't why I told you not to leave a note.

now what?

Now what? I thought you were going to DROP THE FREAKING ROPE?

Do you think the two of you have made-up b/c of that half-a$$ apology of hurting you and her saying she realized she had gotten too close to OM and it ended with a show of affection?