H pushing Divorce

[beastiemanager]

Hey eric.
Yeah, I don't know if I will get your tat done, but I will try!

I am doing alright!

Ya know, I think I finally have detached. I think I am finally angry with H. In a good way. Like I don't like who he is and I don't want to put up with his antics. I really don't want to be around him when he is like he is. It has taken me FOREVER to get to this place. But it feels good, for me. I have my space free of his chaos. Well, by God, I think I have found some self respect...what?

In a way it is like I don't care. That does not mean I am not standing, but I am just moving along. Like a mom walking away from her child who is throwing a tantrum in the store. Ya know?

But it is weird how it just seemed to sneak up on me...that I have detached. My kids noticed this as well. I know I feel better. I do have some new issues with health..looking at diabetes and insulin in my future. That has helped me to detach a bit. Doc said it is result of stress. Grrrr.

Thanks for asking!