I am muddling through my days. Seems like time is flying by. I do not want it to. Every day takes me a day further away from Michael. I have been in daily contact with his fiance. I feel so bad for her. and him. They had so many wonderful plans together....
H is not bothering me. His neglect of the kids always saddens me. I do the best I can with them, encouraging compassion for him. I know how damaging to their self worth it can be when your dad behaves like a jerk. I know I cannot shame or force him in any way to be a father. It is best to move forward without him. H already wonders. He actually complained that the contact from them is "one-sided". Well duh!
"If you strike me down, I will become more powerful than you can possibly imagine!" 1st thread
