today was a little down for me, no particular reason. not as down as the last time.
i know this is a process, i know it takes time. i know no one knows the future.
heard something that fit perfect - i don't wish it was easy, but i wish it didn't always seem so hard

dealing with issues on the house. finances. etc. life.

i say lots of prayers - for strength and guidance for myself, my friends and family. and i say prayers for xbf - that he see the truth in those around him, that he be led away from evils, that he find his path and a voice for whatever is in his heart.

last week had a couple of rough days and a couple people told me to give it to god - so i begged god to take it and i've been ok for almost a week. like i said, today down but not as down.

hope anyone reading is doing well. thanks for stopping.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.