Trying really hard be strong and not beg again. I am angry to but right now I feel like begging again. WTF is wrong with me?
Because you feel it is hopeless right now. It's not hopeless, this feeling will pass - do not act on it.
It does feel hopeless, we know. It will pass. DO NOT beg and plead with her. It will not help anything. Has it helped thus far?
Come here often and let your anger, sadness, frustration, whatever out but don't do it in front of her. You are strong and confident. That's what she needs to see.
