Documenting a moment of strength... Right now I feel really good. I can remember the things I am not going to miss: being the responsible one, having to feel guilty being at work, never being able to please him, don't have to witness the continuous unauthentic show he likes to put on in front of everyone- always being the center of attention...
I can do this! I deserve better! I am not the one that gave up and took the easy way out!
Ok, just needed to record my strength to reread it when I am in a slump!!! Maybe I can even tackle the Boston cream pie tonight!
(Formerly blgp) Me-35 H-33 Married 4 yrs Together 9 yrs "Bomb" 8/1/10 Separated 8/6/10 D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11
"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."
