Trying really hard be strong and not beg again. I am angry to but right now I feel like begging again. WTF is wrong with me?
Because you feel it is hopeless right now. It's not hopeless, this feeling will pass - do not act on it.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
