Pookie I'm so busy trying to get all this stuff down, I have no idea right this sec what my next move is. If she calls, which I don't think she will because the last thing I told her was I need time to think if I can trust her, I assume she will wait for my response on if I can or can't but if she did call I don't know if I should try to get her to talk about some of the same stuff to validate her feelings, I don't know if I should tell her I can lead us out of this but I need to be able to trust you, or what.
