She apologized and i asked her why she keeps feeling the need to apologize. She said that she didnt mean for this to happen and that she feels like she messed up my life. I told her that no, you didnt mess up my life, ill be fine. She then said that she never saw us getting here. I asked her what she meant and she said that we should be having dinner with friends right now, and not being here. I agreed with her and told her that everyone is responsible for deciding what they want.
She then said she wished we would have tried to do stuff to not get to this point. I think she mentioned like talking to someone but i dont 100% remember. We then had a little more small talk. I was calm the whole time, never got mad, and had no problem joking about her awkardness. There was lots of eye contact and i cought her staring at me more then once. I just played it cool though.
"W, the past is past and I am confident that I can lead us out of here. But as long as OM is in the picture I will not discuss my plans with you. I need to respect and trust you again. How could you help me on that?"
