TH yes illegal, I have had to use testim in the past for low testosterone, but that was by a Doctor who told me it was so low, he didnt know how I could get excited in front of a woman!! haha but even with that, the W thought I use steroids, my brother is a body builder, I have access to them but have only used testosterone prescribed by a physician. I have regained 23 pounds in 3 months, as I said the stress diet turned and I started eating more and hitting the gym harder! why is that a problem?