I have been wondering something... Is it possible that H's claim that he never wanted to marry me / that he felt "trapped" / that he thought he would marry a "tier 1" beauty - etc. Is it possible that these statements could be true? We had so many laughs, smiles, moments, touches, etc. - could those have truly been fake? I realize that many of you will say "who cares what H has said.." - but I feel as though I have to reconcile these statements as a possibility. If it's not true (I understand that it is true to him today in his MLC state) - then I see it as a symptom of MLC. If it is true - it doesn't change my commitment to stand - it just changes the dynamics. I hope this makes sense (and yes I am sober:) - just reflecting and compartmentalizing. Thanks for your thoughts!
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
