Finding My Way

[Mystik]

This is not what I want. I don't want to have to take H to court. But I just cannot afford to eat $1,600. I'll most likely not see any of the money and only increase the animosity/hatred H feels towards me.

This whole situation just sucks. I want to scream and cry and beat something with a stick at the unfairness of it all. I'm his wife, it should be me having his baby. Not some whore who had to steal someone else's man. So now I'm left picking up the pieces and he's off living a new life with a new family. I hate this. FML.