I am glad that you are feeling better. Your post these last few days have "sounded good".
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Yes I know that it sounds like I haven't completely dropped the rope - but I really think that I am closer.
Dropping the rope, letting go, detach ing - all of this takes time Irish. It really does. Don't rush it. Feel the feeling that you have - feel them. Continue to let them out. If you do not resentment and anger will just build up in you, which really is not good for you OR for your R with God.
Rest up Irish....heal sweetie.
Take some time and just learn about Irish.
As hard as it is, thinking about what you want to do in your life.
If I recall in an earlier post, you questioned "being a mother". Don't ever question that. Be a mom is probably the most important, stressful, challenging and difficult job that any person could have. You Irish, based on your R with your kids - are an excellent Mom. You continue to exceed at being a MOM. Exceed. Why do you even doubt that you cannot exceed in ANYTHING that you put your mind too. Never doubt Irish, your stronger than you think. Know how I know?
Cause your a MOM!
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
