Gosh, why am I such a baby? It was a hard day for me today.
Exchanged a few emails with W and then went to pick up the kids after school. Took them back to W's to get their "stuff" and noticed that W had taken our wedding pictures out of the frames and replaced them with pictures of her and her friends. That stung a bit. One was even a pic of her flirting with a friend's husband at a wedding last April. That was one night that I went off. I asked her if she was going to flirt with ME like that and she said to me, "I just don't FEEL that way about you." But she FELT that way about her friend's HUSBAND, whom she was flirting with all night? I freakin' melted down. Now she has his picture hanging in her bedroom? WTF? That and the OM business should make me just want to forget about her completely, but I just can't let go. I can't drop the rope.
Now for the good news. I talked to W's mom a bit tonight. Hadn't talked with her since June, after the D was filed and we cried on the phone together. She says I am still invited to stay at her house anytime I would like to. I used to stay there quite a bit without W to go hunting. She is such a nice lady.
I also spoke with another friend of mine who's W hangs out with my W sometimes. Apparently, my W told his that she is lonely now. He was incredulous about that fact. "What the hell did she think was going to happen? It's too bad that she threw it all away."
Maybe that isn't really good news, but it did make me feel better.
Kids are playing video games and I am making dinner. Maybe this day won't turn out so bad after all, regardless of my earlier tears.
Thanks to all for your continued support. Lord knows I need it!!
