Hi, At the moment you are feeding off scraps, and it is these scraps that are keeping you going.
If you keep reacting to these scraps, then that is all you will receive.
I did the same - at first. The scraps feel good... don't they..?
Your emotions and 'needs' are blinding you to the overall picture.
If you are that desperate, get a 'womans' toy and lots of batteries.
Joking aside,, you need to bite down on your emotions, and stop looking for scraps.
Get your chin up, as you deserve better.
Do the hardest thing you will ever do and try and let him go. Do not show anger, neediness, ect.
Turn you emotions away from him and towards something else. I use my kids for this.
As coach said - get a dog, goldfish, hamster, earth worm, whatever.
But adjust your focus.
Regards, Gynandtonix
Cause all of the stars, Have faded away, Just try not to worry, You'll see them someday. Take what you need, And be on your way and, Stop crying your heart out.
