I crave it because that's just who I am. Perhaps it's not healthy at this juncture in the road with H, but in general, my physical and emotional needs are pretty functional.
I went literally from one day being told "I Love You" and being showered with affection to nothing - to him moving out. Seriously. This transpired in one day.
Coach - I guess I have to look at this as my H being seriously ill. Actually, he does have an illness. Not sure if it's MLC or something else, but he is certainly not thinking clearly at the moment.
A part of me dies every day I can't show the one I love my affection. This is even harder than not receiving his love and affection.
M9+ T 11+ Me42 H44 2 kids under 5 IlYBNILWY -3/10 A discovered late 8/10 H moved out early 9/10 - back two weeks later "Taking a Break" - H moves out 1/2/10
