H fiding out about "other guy" has opened up some interesting dialogue I must admit. And there is something else...
I have "discovered" something inside myself. A fun, playful, flirty, silly person that is not a "mom" or "wife". She is mostly slut I think!lol. But loveable slut. I am in love with EVERYONE--men, women, doesn't matter. I'm in love with discovering things and life seems so majical right now!!
I took H by the hand last night--he was in front of the television per usual--and I forced all the hardness out of his face and told him I wanted to have fun. Come play with me. And play we did!! I told him everything I wanted. He seemed pretty eager to comply--in fact--I don't think I heard the word "no" once.lol.
He looked so young last night. He was really, really beautiful. Dim lights, dontcha know.lol. But it was a lot of fun, and....it still doesn't matter if we D. I'm on an adventure and it's amazing. What EVER will be coming up next?!
