im going to let everyone here give me their reads instead of me doing it.
How about not worrying about what's in her mind at all (as pookie said) and keep up what you've been doing that has been working? Actually, people here don't know what is going on in her mind any more than you do - only she knows what she is thinking and feeling. Which is why listening more is beneficial, as someone suggested earlier.
Originally Posted By: DB9
Im absolutely pissed, i want to tell her to go f herself so bad right now. How can i even think of a future when this is all i see in my past now?
It is completely understandable to feel this way. Perhaps it seems that you will always be feeling this angry.
As good as it may feel to tell her off, it will also undo some of the progress that has been made, as I'm sure you're aware.
