Decent work day. IC today - good session. Took pilates class today - felt great. Cooked dinner for 2nd day in a row for S and myself. Tomorrow excavation begins on my backyard (inground pool being removed - finally!)

Releasing some of that anger on Sunday was very helpful. I have kept silent for most of these few months. I will admit that I did have fleeting thoughts like "oh no now he will never come back / now he will never want me." Yes I know that it sounds like I haven't completely dropped the rope - but I really think that I am closer. I talked to my IC about it and I realized that some of the issue is recognizing H has some mental health issues outside of MLC. IC thought the whole "sickness and health" thing might be playing a part.

Anyway I thought I might tackle some of Eric's questions in the next day or so...become a little more specific and prescriptive about myself and my life.

M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time