Thanks Eric...you make me wanna kick myself sometimes for how I think or what I do lol
I know what you say is probably true. Honestly I thought it before hand...that me sending him that article probably would do nothing but make things worse...but really, how can they get any worse? But you are right...everything you said about what he is probably thinking may be true.
What I cant get past is he is always asking me "what you thinking" OK, what im thinking is that im tired of you blaming me for everything!!! Take a good look at yourself!!!! I am NOT the one making YOU unhappy!! YOU are making yourself unhappy!! When are YOU gonna get that I can not and will not ever make you happy?? That is YOUR JOB!!!!! UGHHHH
And nothing you said Eric hurt...sometimes I need to hear it.
I will take the print out home. I will not give it to him unless he asks...if he is interested he will ask..if he isnt interested, well then he wont ask and I wont bring it up. That will be that. BUT it was something I had to do for me because he keeps asking what im thinking. Its sometime easier for me to use other peoples words to describe how im feeling than using my own...my words dont always come out the way I want them. DOes that make sense?
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
