Hey Sandi, I hope all is well I know your super busy helping everyone with your great advice.
Just giving you and update: As for myself I have been busy with the usual work, school, spending time with my S, & going out every now and then with some friends.
For the past few weeks W & I have been talking more; I'm tired of being angry and cold at times. Last week she locked herself out of the house again. I was just leaving work when she caught me (only 10 min. away). I went over to let her in. W thanked me & broke in to tears said she hates doing this & she has had a really crappy day then I told her to come here & she gave me a big hug.
W & I are great friends believe me that’s not what I want, but I trying really hard to forgive. I don’t know if OM is around or if there is someone else, but I can only take care of myself.
Well I move to a new place next month maybe it’s a new start; S is really happy for me! This has been a rough yr. to say the least, I have some hope but I think it needs to be locked up for a little bit if there ever is going to be a chance.
Just wondering if you have any thoughts or words of encouragement for me during this stage, as it seems the D its moving right ahead. I have read your thread about going dark & detaching & printed out your List on detaching # 33 is my favorite. I know many people think I’m crazy for still wanting & fighting for my W & M, but that’s just me. Well take care,
