Well she has been in touch today about money matters, sorted that out, she then asked me for more money for extra things for the kids, she mentioned I must have money as I went out on Saturday!!

I told her that I was still sorting everything out, she had all this planned while I have had it just dropped on me, that this was her decision and I was working out what I was going to do and I have my own life.

No answer!!!

She has to realise that she has left me, and she cannot just expect me to keep putting my hand in my pocket when she wants it, although I'm married to her, I have got the mindset that i'm not!, it just helps.

I have the kids tonight, really looking forward to it, I hate not seeing them.

She is getting in touch with me, I am not contacting her just answering back.

I spoke to a friend of ours at the weekend, and told her what had happened, she couldn't believe it and I asked her to keep it quiet, anyway she called me today to say that my wife had been in touch with her, sending her funny texts etc, but never mentioned what had happened, she actually said that if she is not telling her, then it looks like it's not a permanment situation, and she doesn't want people to know?, not sure myself, maybe she just wants to keep it private for now.

Anyway I move on, keep my head up, look after me and the kids, and what will be will be!!!!

Thanks for listening