It is NO DOUBT guilt right now. I am protecting myself. I am getting a really reputable lawyer...just don't know how I am going to pay him! H has already sent me two more e-mails immediately after I said this. No doubt it shook him up a little. Haven't opened the e-mails, more important things to do;)

I don't have any good recipes. Do you have one for Boston cream pie... I would love to make it... and share it with my group I am on right now. My H will surely get to hear how wonderful it was since we all work together and he hasn't told people. LOL!

Thank you so much for your prayers. I'll be honest, it didn't really mean much to me to hear those words before. This whole experience has brought me closer to my spirtuality. I am very grateful for your prayers.

(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."