On Sunday, he apologized once again stating that he was acting in a way that was not like himself - that I was worthy of respect and he was committed to giving me that.
Like Sandi said it's his job to see if you want this to work now. Don't be his fallback plan. Do you have a transparency plan? Has he sent a letter of no contact? What will it take for you to feel secure in your M now?
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.