Three years, maybe more into H`s MLC. Affair, anger, moods,in house separation for two years.
I let him go last Jan. But he did a u turn at the last minute and decided to stay.
I`ve filed Feb for legal separation.H then started doing a lot of work-therapy, involved with the kids, housework. But I had turned away by then. Had got over the grief of him leaving the marriage.
I started DB April 09 and all the GAL stuff that went with it. I continued to GAL, though not with H in mind-just for me and, up until very recently, was ready for him to go.
Now, I just don`t know. Don`t know if I can trust him. Don`t know if he really wants me. Don`t know whether I should continue with legal separation or not.
No questions, for now. Just updating. Enjoying the peace that`s come into our home, enjoying family time, enjoying the changes in me that this crisis has brought about.
