You have big expectations for your R and your H. Maybe if you lowered them for a bit your H would be fulfilling them more and you would feel his support and comfort during this difficult time.
Say what you need to say to your Dad while he can appreciate it and you can talk. You won't regret it. There is a lot of love there.
I hope you can find some peace and that you can feel that love your H is sending you now.
(((((Maria)))))
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
