WAH - Confused and Depressed

[Lost&Lonely]

Thanks CD Bear,
I guess I haven't contacted a lawyer yet because I'm scared. Scared that it's the real beginning to the end and I don't want to start that. Kind of lame eh?

Also, my IC says that we should have family time with children separately. Currently, adult children come home (from school) we have family time together, is this that letting him have his cake and eat it too?? I just want to spend as much time with children as possible (and so does H).