WAW 20 years and wants out

[Pensacolabroken]

Notfrom,

Yes it is a great feeling. Two quotes from Gen Patton fit this and give me strength:

1. Accept the challenges so that you can feel the exhilaration of victory.
2. Make your plans to fit the circumstances.

Your question, about what do I want.. I want to STOP living in anguish and having it effect my health, my Son's emotions and I want us to get on with life.

Right now, I DONT WANT her back until she figures this crap out.

I would accept her "back" under the conditions that she :
1. Show complete reversal of her current direction and gets ri of her holy attitude like I did this.
2. Break it off with Douche Bag.
3. Commits to the marriage repair.

I will take her back only after that and then we can work on the R. But we will do this on my terms.