Ok, "other guy" is not long on scene, although I have known him a year or so. There's lots of drama with him--it's pretty Jerry Springer actually. (my stepmother is in love with him and he told me his feelings for me at my dad's funeral 4 weeks ago--she would be livid if she knew.) He is a nice guy and has been saying ALL the right things.lol.
I ended up going to C tonight--the guy was OK, nothing amazing happened, but my H said he'd like to read the 5 LL book (which is one of my faves).
No, I don't see "happy". I see "joyful" because God and I are pretty tight right now, and I am sure he (God) won't leave me. But happy with H? no. I do like my joyful state though--it really is kind of a hard decision!!
So if H reads that book I may be inspired. I guess going to this C may be a plan. He stutters. I wish I could find a normal C (the last one had a constant "twitch").
Maybe I should look into that "Retroville" thing that people on here go to sometimes....
