Albuquerque living

[Albuquerque]

Thanks for stopping by VH. I think you're right. I will try to pull back slightly but it IS difficult. He's ALWAYS said that the most attractive thing about me was my brain. And just recently he's said NUMEROUS times that it was a CONVERSATION that we had that really made him miss me. So I'm working to be as available as possible and offer him plenty of conversation opportunities. At the same time though, I agree it may seem like pressure even though I'm working my hardest to make it not seem that way. I still have not initiated any of our R talk and still let him contact me first. He took me up on my offer of reading the DB book so I'll see if he actually tackles it. I won't ask and I'll try to give him space tomorrow. I'll even keep IM off.

He did show up for dinner tonight and it went well but we've definitely taken a step back in our physicality. It just feels wrong given the turmoil I know is going on in his head. *sigh*