WAW 20 years and wants out

[Pensacolabroken]

MC this afternoon.

Wife calls and asks if I have son.. she knows I do.. says she is on her way. Gets home and sees me and son ready to go, as we discussed.. she says she needs a moment to get ready and use the bathroom wtc.. so we wait.. and wait.. finally she has everything ready, power pants suit and best purse and shoes. anyways, I am in the detach mood already and have been detaching since Friday.. I am noticing her idiocyncrancies more and more and that she is not a ray of moon beam on white bread..

We drive there.. and she is super nervous.. keeps checking her Cell phone. She downs some Pepto Bismol and is acting like the Ice Queen. VERY LITTLE small talk. We get there and the MC is delayed with another couple.. Wife keeps checking her phone.. Finally MC comes out. meets wife and takes her inside. Entire session devoted to Wife. No idea what the talked about, but I saw glimpses of my wife there.. warm wife, the one I fell in love with.. I maintain my composure. MC says we need to make another appointment and I wont be seen today.. Wife is happily available now to make a MC appointment after she failed to show on the first one.

So we go back 29 Oct. I was going to eject her next week. I may have to wait.. depends on her CB or not. We had a NICE drive home Milkshakes and Fries.. nothing promised or even mentioned just a nice drive.

Not sure if anything penetrated the defenses.. I am getting past the point of caring most moments.

She did agree on her own to make a new appointment and she did. We also have the Harley Emotional needs survey and Sternburg essays to complete.. wife got hers off the printer.. made a snide comment, and I said "you dont have to complete it, up to you". She said "I know and I will fill it out" I replied "do as you like".

Really looking at the faults now as I detach.. going to enjoy my week with my Son and not allow any CB from her.

still sucking...