Thank you for sharing your story. While mine is different, he was just gone, there are similarities. I think we all have those quiet, whispery voices telling us we're just not good enough, can't get it right, etc.
One thing I've noticed about myself lately, and my friends have noticed, is that I am happy; truly happy. I enjoy my job, interactions with patients, things I do with friends, and I stay too busy to hear the voice most of the time. When I do, I tell it to STFU. This punkin is doing fine; and so is pei. Punkin pei, get it????
ME: 54 Him: 51 M: 20 years T: 21 years OW/New wife: 36 Sons & Daughters: 7 (ages 24-36) Bomb: March 4, 2010 He Filed: April 28, 2010 I Contested: May 1, 2010 Standing Down: 11/24/10 Divorced : 05/04/2011