W asked me to stop by where she is staying to pick up what she ordered for me. Her sis was in town (who is not exactly discouraging the divorce.) She's encouragin by saying things like, "I can help you through this. We can raise our kids together, etc., etc."
Anyway, made mistake of being clingy when I got there and tried to leave. Then I text her afterwards to thank her (after already being clingy) I got weak seeing her and the current somewhat positive signs. When we hugged bye she accidentally said 'I love you' - I think out of habit. I know what is working, and yet when she reaches out to me or I see her, I get weak.
Previous C was indifferent to actually saving marriage.
