I intend to live forever - so far, so good

[ClingingToHope]

I agree GM. I miss, I think, what we could have been rather than what we were.

Weird feeling of dread right now. Tomorrow is the meeting between the Ls. We haven't heard anything in eight weeks. I don't know if it's STBXW's doing or her lawyer's laziness.

In either case, I'll either get a call or a letter with the next steps.

Thursday I sign the lease for the new rental house. Friday I pick up some final things from "the house," including the wedding rings. I'm not sure how that will hit me. I certainly didn't give them to her thinking I'd get them back some day.

Saturday I get the moving truck and move all of the big stuff. Sunday I spend cleaning the old apartment.

Monday the cable and utilities get turned on in the new place.

All that plus I have a TON of stuff piled up at work so I'm going to be spending a lot of time catching up.