Still needing some encouragement

[kissak]

Eric, I am trying to take in everything thing you have said. I dont know why I let him manipulate me like this. I feel like a child sometimes. Its like he doesnt even listen to Himself talk much less me.

I have told him that I do not like the anger in the bedroom...he said its not anger, its just him trying to spark or get some interest from me. I told him that I dont like it and thats not the way to do it. He did say he was sorry.

He said he cant give me what I want, like kissing me, until he feels it. He has to feel it.

Im sooo tired of this feeling crap.

I have basically stopped texting him this afternoon.

I have told him exactly how i feel today. Yet, he still keeps asking me what Im thinking. I feel like he is fishing for something out of me....