A big thanks for those who responded to my post. I was sad b/c my w went on a cruise and I felt like I wasn't missed. This got me thinking of why do I want to stay here anymore. I guess my negative thoughts got the best of me.

I'm doing better and taking care of myself. It looks like all these years of W sleeping on a lumpy couch has caught up with her. She's been diagnosed with back problems.

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