Not sure where to start or end, WAW? - #3

[john28]

Girlfriend thing is in no way official. However, we did go to dinner together last Friday and have chatted on the phone. She is pursuing very hard. She's very stable, a college professor, seems to have her head on straight.... and frankly that's attractive given my current sitch. She knows what she wants and I have a feeling it's me....

W has all the reason in the world to be suspicious. She knows me very well. I haven't had any kind of intimate emotional or physical contact with anyone for nearly 6 months (except the onesie ML session 6 weeks ago with W). Combined with the fact I went NC on her except on kid/money stuff, she is highly suspicious. She should be. I'm not getting what I want in life. I'm a good enough guy to deserve it.

I just think it's interesting - I've never even LOOKED at another woman in 6 years. Not even crossed my mind, but I'm quickly finding out that I'm quite the catch - I have a great job, super stable, own my own home, am a good father, I'm pretty damn good looking, I'm in shape, etc etc. Sometimes I wonder what W thinks is out there that is better...