My Situation - any thoughts or ideas

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Also...she tells me this morning that she's having stomach problems and it's nothing new. I know she feels horrible (as do I). She is down a lot and very moody.

I also know that when I've made up my mind and feel strongly and committed about something, I feel great. It's during the decision process when I have trouble.

She clearly doesn't feel great (other's have comments to me about how horrible she looks). That to me is an indication of conflict on her part. True or wishful thinking on my part?