Thinking about the four phases of reconciliation today and of course the first step is friendship.

I don't feel awkward around my friends. With that being said, Friday night I felt extremely awkward being around W.

I only engaged in convo with her about the kids and I intiated it.
She didn't intiate any convo with me.

I know piecing is not to be rushed but right now it feels like it needs to shift three gears to get to a snails pace.

I know GW, I would tell myself something like this:

You didn't get here in a day, week or month, so healing will take just has long, if not longer.


Bomb 8/09. Brief piecing 12/10. D-2/12
Two incredible kids D9,S6 Leading new life!
“Success is not to be pursued; it is to be attracted by the person we become."