Thanks for the welcome kissak I will be reading your story a little more as well. But did you keep ML with your H or did you stop after a while? I have tried to stop once but we just seem to both fall on each other if we go for more than 4 weeks.
Same here...I tried to stop, but it seemed as if we always fell back together. I honestly felt as if he wanted me more when we werent together. IT was easier. No pressure I guess. But what this opened my eyes up to was how easily he would lie to the OW about it, or how he would sneak around behind her back. He was practially living with the OW about walking distance from my house. He would leave her house after she went to work, then come see me...she would have NO idea. I wonder if he is doing the same to me now. Its hard not to wonder. Its hard to trust him.
Be careful Shantilly
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
