Please help ASAP

[gr8 day 2B alive]

I agree with ED, it is too early on in the process for you consider dating. You are there mentally and that would be unfair to anyone you meet.

I think I need to stop looking at what is going on in his life so I can focus on studying and being healthy.

What you can control.

I miss faith

I like the word faith over hope, Faith is more positive, knowing it will be OK no matter what. Hope is passively wishing it will be ok.

What helped me early on was Coach's reference to the "Stockdale Paradox", google it and read the story. then start to live it.

You have choices today, decide to have a great day!