I gave up...filed for D

[luvless]

Hello,

I'm just stopping by to journal. I've had some peaceful days mixed in with some sadness that comes out of nowhere. At this point I'm doing much better than I thought. It's been a little over 5 mos since my former husband moved out.

I've been focusing on keeping my house organized and spending quality time with the kids. We do small things like cook dinner together and talk in the living room at night. It's something we all used to do when XH was around so it's just like he never left. Everything we do is the same except our bank account is smaller.

There is definately more peace now since he's been gone. It's so sad but at the same time - a relief! at least for me. I don't have to worry about what he is doing anymore. I don't have to listen to the lies either!

I miss him but I'm getting better....stronger. The real Luv is coming back slowly but surely