In the process

[newmama]

Well I got something in the mail from the court...a copy of verification of the money xh is paying me. I opened it while he was there. He dropped off S and then did some yard work. He was trying to make conversation (still wants to be friends of course) and I half heartedly replied. He was trying to tell me things like "have you noticed the weird looking babies at the daycare? I have been meaning to tell you! And did you know the director is back? SHe is totally better at running the place." I just said things like "yeah, there are a couple of goofy kids" (as I was packing up the car to go) and "no, I didn't realize she was back."

I don't have to talk to him; we are not anything other than having a business relationship where we share our S. Totally bizarre.

But S and I left for our outing while he was in the middle of the yardwork! ha!

He mentioned again about the damn yard and how the grass can be planted in the spring. BUt I said "if it ever happens."

Oh --but before then--
when I got the mail, I opened the letter and never told him what it was (I was tossing stuff in the recycling so I just opened it there). He saw the neon yellow paper inside and said "I got one of those too" So I asked "what's it for?" and he said something about the final notice. It doesn't look like that to me.

Hey at least I was wearing jeans, my push up bra and black low cut v-neck clingy shirt! My hair and make up looked great because I was going somewhere. I looked pretty good, damn it. (Yesterday I didn't.)

sorry for this being all out of sequence. Just getting it out!