Yeah, I agree. I can't get into any kind of relationship right now. I am still making myself stronger. I had another discovery today that reinforced he is having a PA with someone. It hurt at first, but it lasted much less time. I think I am slowly moving toward the detaching. His actions are his actions with consequences he will have to live with. I am determined to have a good life with or without him.
Gr8 day, you are correct about the emotional drain this is... I think I need to stop looking at what is going on in his life so I can focus on studying and being healthy.
I went to church last night for the first time in probably 15 years. It was very powerful. I miss faith. I will probably go again next week.

(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."