I would not be able to say any of that (and of course I mean every word) were it not for my 4 months of therapy which is still ongoing, my journaling, and the people who have helped me on this forum. This forum has been a blessing to me because no matter how bad it gets, someone is always here who has walked in our shoes. Sometimes that is exactly what we need to keep standing up again after being knocked down.
M45 Bomb 6/09; EA 6/10; Divorced 1/11 Proud single mom of 7 little feline girls and one little feline boy "Fall down 53 times. Get up 54." -- Zen saying
