Man what a horrible night. Clouded my judgement completely, made me realize how little I've detached. Even worrying about my kids in a panic mode. I knew I didn't have the energy to handle the situation, but I still fell into it. Sigh. Coach was right on.
Now I'm much better. Looked over the finances, saw where I can squeeze blood from a stone, and I can still move out by Nov 5. It'll be awfully tight, but once we sell our house, much better. Neither of us will be living like kings, but at least I'll be out.
She's not going to like the idea of selling the house and moving into an apartment, but I don't like it either. Life doesn't always work out the way you plan...