I've only just begun!

[sandycay]

******* I couldn't edit the earlier one, so this is add on"


So, AG ask me out for today. Since our last "date" was a non-date "date".... He ask me out and then said "this is a date". It was cute because when we had coffee last week .... we split a piece of coffee cake. So, I ask him if this meant I got a whole piece of cake to myself this time.

He wants to walk through a botanical garden and then go to dinner. I am on a study hold and he is willing to accept if I can or cannot make it. I have lots of work to do and not sure if I have the time. (Is that because I'm just not that into him?) I don't know... He is very nice, quick wit, funny, thoughtful, and cute-ish . More along the EXH looks and not FFG looks. So hard not to compare. He is healthy and a runner so that is good.

A fellow classmate and I were talking about relationships the whole co-dependancy thing and she said "I want to choose a relationship, not let it choose me". I think that is where I am.... that maybe because there was a nice man in front of me with nothing overly wrong.... I jumped on the relationship for fear it was the one and never really took my time with that. EXH and I dated only 6 months before we married. We would have married anyway, because it was all good for a long time.

I am just gonna kick it all around slowly this time. I have to many other things that are more important.

So, I may or may not go.