I'm headed straight down the divorce track. I have a first court appearance on 11/5 at 2:00pm.
I do not want this, there's no getting off the hook this time around. H actions and choices have left me...no choice.
I have reached a place of total acceptance and have let him go.
I feel (at least 23 1/2 out of my 24 hours every day) that I want out of this so-called marriage so bad I can't wait til it's over. It could be done as early as March 2011 if I keep my motivation and intent and get the paperwork done on time.
H wants us to be friends. I am struggling to be friends. We have no contact with each other to speak of....I don't know why we even bother with the so-called friendship idea. Friends make contact with each other.
I'm tired Rabbit....
This is actually Beatrice thread. I need to start my own again, I'll probably do that today...It will be nice to be able to post the divorce goings on for support.
I think I'll start it in "Divorced, But Not Done" Forum (????)
(((Hugs))) and thanks for checking on me...
Sanderika
ME48/H48MLC T 33y M 28y S16 OW 8/7/05 Bomb 8/16/05 Sep 9/05 H f'd D 10/3/08 D pp'd 1/20/09,7/24/09,12/4/09 D dismissed 2/5/10 H served me D papers again 9/4/10 D dismissed 9/26/11
