Hey LSG,
Man you doing so good! Wish you the best of luck with the job something good will happen soon for you. Just been super busy with work , school, S & moving to new place next month a little closer to S. Nothing new in my stich except I'm tired of being angry & cold or just existing.

So the past 2 weeks W & I both have been nice to eachother even a few jokes. We even talked for about 35 min. durring our S family T. I know it's nothing, but it would be nice if something turned around. Just like u I wonder if I caught the affair sooner things would change probbly not according to her. Who knows but if it didn't happen I tkink I would heal much better..

I don't know if this will help but to books I trying to read are The Dalai Lama Finding Forgiveness. Some of the material is deep but the basic concepts apply. I know you'll get a kick out of this one but it has a lot of useful tools to help heal & its Mars & Venus Starting Over.

Keep up the great work with your kids you are the best in their eyes. I just wish I could spend more time with my S but I think we all want to spend more time with our kids. Well hang in there I often think your doing a lot better than me so keep it up. It seems like this year is flying buy yet also painfully slow at the same time. Well catch up to u later.