Sorry if I chatting your ear off but thanks for listing & responding I appreciate it more than u know. Thanks for the luck moving looking forward to the move in a way. At least my S is really excited told him we would go out and pick stuff out for it W says she's happy too.
As far as the friend thing I hate it but we have talked more in the past 2 weeks than in along time even some joking & a little flirting too. I'm doing what I can to move on & forgive both of us and stop being angry about this whole past year with the Affair.
Well funny thing the other day W locked herself out of the house again & called me so i saved her again & we went in. W has been sick for a while & she broke out in tears cause she hates asking me for help! I said stop & come here and we hugged. I know it's nothing & things are going full steam ahead with the D but was it was nice.
I'm sure people think I'm crazy or stupid for still wanting to fight for my marriage. Instead of looking for someone else who does love me like she says she doesn't. Maybe I'm old school but until the D is final I don't really want anyone else; heck I still wear my ring!! I just feel that it's wrong to date or be involved while were still married even if she says it's over. It's nice to flirt, have company & chat with the ladies, but that's all right now.
Sorry to talk your ear off. I hope all is going well on your end glad to hear your having more good days than bad life's journey is long & strange I guess we never no what lies ahead. I do have a little hope but i should probably keep it locked up right now. Well back to work & gotta finish papers for school tonight take care H147. Sorry if spelling is off it's from my iphone.
